A Moment in Time

Sometimes it so happens that you feel like you're chugging along a smooth, paved road...everything is beautiful and calm.. The sun is shining bright, the flowers are in full bloom and a swirl of riotic colours, the sky is deep blue and the clouds pretty as ever, the birds chirping.. and you're enjoying the ride.. God is in heaven and all is right with the world...

And then suddenly outta nowhere a big bolt of lighting strikes and everything turns chaotic...the whole idyllic picture is gone in a flash and you're left all alone in the dark groping... Its like a dark void opening up..a huge, black, bottomless hole.. and you're gonna keeping falling...falling...

Thats how I felt the other day...

I wonder whether life is playing a cruel joke on me... I almost feel like I'm heading the right way, everything is gonna fall into place.. And yet when things got a little serious, when I dared to look a little further ahead, it didn't seem so clear cut after all... And that hurts. There are some people I just can't imagine life without... I don't want to actually.

There are so many dreams, so many hopes... I'm the eternal cynic who loves dreaming but am scared to dream too much, hope too much... Especially when it becomes clear that others you want to, don't want to figure in them. Or don't wanna share them. OR don't wanna be part of them.

They say dreams die hard. I agree with that..so many of them tend to do that.

But sometimes they may come true...